Being able to think “I haven’t eaten anything this year” is strangely satisfying and empowering, and I’m going to stretch it out as far as I can
I really feel like isolating myself and just letting my relationships slowly bleed to death
I just want to feel completely safe with someone and have them hold me for a really long time and tell me it’s going to be okay
It’s perfectly and entierly normal to be stressed, anxious and depressed as FUCK around New Years. It’s a stressing, depressing time. It’s okay to cry; fuck my parents dropped me off for my internship, my roommate isn’t here yet and I have been crying all damn afternoon. It’s okay to be lonely and scared and sad. I promise you aren’t the only one who isn’t feeling the glitz and glam of new year, friends. You’re not alone.
I’m sad too.